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PostSubject: Dark Haired Beauties - Billys Favourite Girls   Mon Jun 17, 2013 12:43 pm

If you opened this thread expecting large breasted Barbie dolls,please,like with the insult,please close the page now.

The girls that I adore offer a lot more than just plain aesthetics,there'll be a certain amount of psychic charisma,intelligence most definitely.There's nothing worse than waking up with someone and nothing to talk about five minutes later,after you catch your breathe.

LIke 1957 Chevvies and Holden HR's,I like the sharp angles and edges.
I like that in square jawlines,so a little teutonics in my girls,is always favoured over the Slavic,asian or negroid.,

A small commentary of appreciation will accompany the examples given.
As they deserve.

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PostSubject: Mystery Girl from Youtube - She's a real Cutie Pie   Mon Jun 17, 2013 12:51 pm

Who is this girl ?....It was the first screen capture besides Lisa that I learned to do.Now Youtube upgraded,she's no longer an advert.

That cheeky gring,sparkle in her eye,no big breast to divert your attention
from the true beauty of her mind.

It's hard to find a cool chick,into the alternative sub-culture music,PC Games and just enjoy life with simplicity.This girl always rocked my heart and not just overheat the loins.Although,if one was ten years younger and a hopeful on her radar,kind of girl I like to have a few kittens with...

Billys favourite girl of all time.










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PostSubject: ABC Australia - Good Game - Hex   Mon Jun 17, 2013 1:25 pm

I don't want to do this to her.Girls like her should be appreciated in silence,she'd cop it all the time.The hottest,alternative PC gamer chick of all time.

I'm sure,on many young geek/nerds walls,there will be a picture of this girl,like a ritualistic alter to masturbate too.I'm sure she's heard this shit before and won't appreciate it,so leave her alone,that's dreadful energy in the astral,it's like shitting on the one you love,so have a little respect for her.

Being the Geek Queen,is not really a position I'd admire.

And don't think I wouldn't carry on like I do,cause I got banned from the lounge-room from my adolescent children whilst Good Game is on (taped re-runs is all I have) cause I won't stop drooling and carry on about her Germanic smile,sparkley eyes,smooth velvet voice, or that
Fantastic Jaw-line.

She'll make great kittens in about eight years from now.So have a bit of fun Hex.It'd be a witch coven if you were with me.Thelyrans Youtube account hasn't got them for subscriptions,fix that right now.


EDIT *What a load of crap,you get stoned and you think,what a creep,trying to tie her down,run like that horse for the hills girl,be free like you should,not horse-shoed and enslaved,made to race and stud breed...errrr,no wonder you dig games.

Love to me is admiring those qualities but try not to possess them
or think you own them,like a duck I'm pretty loyal to a family of my own,so to consider you for that was a compliment not given lightly.

Keep rolling that jaw around those vowels and I'll take it no further.Wink .



















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PostSubject: Emma Grayling - Jessica Reign   Mon Jun 17, 2013 4:57 pm

Hated myself for this,being played and fooled,it was a dark aspect of my life,where one to two peoples feelings were played against each other,without first their knowledge or even awareness and maybe a lie on my behalf and ran from her...I did,I didn't want to destroy her,nor be  a tool unwitting or not.No way.

Do you know the shame or feel the guilt of hurting someone you always adored and who is innocent,virginal,new to awoken feelings and desires
and you both seem compatible ? But run from,because of.... inpropriety
you could say,no,not genetically connected in any way,she's my niece.Like I said,I admired from a silent persective,I never wanted to touch her,even though,damn it sparks flew and she was on my mind,constantly and passionately.

When you can't breathe and tightness around your chest and it pains to see her go.Love can cause that strange pain mixed with excitement...

Look,Im not really being honest here...I errr,ended up having the hottest filthiest fantasies about her

I just feel disgusted with myself,cause I thought I was supposed to be the good guy.Don't know of the outcome,don't know what happened to the families,I know her oldest sister is getting married in September and I'm still a buddy to her old Cat,Nuts,The Ginger Tom,or Biggus Cattus.He's huge
and very Cheshire wise.

The qualities of my niece that allured me,no,worshipped her as a Goddess and still do,was her empathic emotions and her desire for a true connection
was always the main attraction for me.She seeked the truth,not through words,but an almost telepathic feeling for how the emotions are conveyed
not just in sound and tone,but the truth remains in the colour of those words,she can see that.

If she said back then,before she was lied too,by using truth mixed with circumstance,...before I hurt her too....doesn't matter,I fucked up and feel it's soul eating shame to this day...somewhere,maybe another lifetime if she did a contract to do this together,I'd beg for the chance...oh,and in this same skin-frame too God,about 22 ? I was the hottest Luciferian looking thing on the planet back then,pulled as many boys as girls,bit embarrassingly,speeding too,got to watch that,get a bit bisexual.

But if my niece come up to me and took me by the chin...and said you're mine,trembled like a flower around her.I was in awe and worship.Listened to every word until the pain erased them.

I hope the lessons from all our involved deeds made her stronger,resilient
independent and at least,beyond the power games back then.I hated that fat Fook crushing her spirit...and it's why I stay away today.

Killing the fucker with my teeth,that's the level he deserves.

And hate should not outweigh love.

I disgraced myself in front of her and shamed to exile.

















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PostSubject: Mazzy Star - Fade Into You   Tue Jun 18, 2013 2:41 am

Sam knows I love you too Peyton.

There's no ill feelings about it and explained it,without desire to cause pain or try and take power and control.

I won't lie about how I feel or hide it ever again,whether that's to you,or if I ever meet anybody else.

Sam and I are the best of friends,but not suited romantically.She's been there with me for 23 years and witnessed

the secrets of the universe.My faithful companion.

She's fading from us soon,but hope to delay it.

Noticed your sister and yourself like that Mazzy Starr material.

Here's the original...

* tell you a little secret,before I met your auntie,I never realized,but I was courting another woman,let's call her Angela or
Angel-A.She travelled the world,looking for love,did'nt find it and I wondered in from the road.

Every pay day,I'd be up there buying 10 kilo bags of oranges,health freak before the drugs,eating royal jelly from bees,
honeys,tonics,all these health foods and witch-craft herbs and potions,had quiet a few experiences,one was Wormwood,which is that Marijuana substitute they sell in sex shops and tobacconist.

Tryptophan was the most volatile one,bought back a demon,but that's another story.

Angela gave me an option,run with her now or face the unhappiness you could say of a life of unfulfillment.I ran like the coward I was,cause I wasn't brave enough and thought I wasn't good enough or mature enough for a real woman and was trying to learn through a few failures, what it's all about.I didn't want to lose Angela on a fling.

Then the SHTF with the Wilkinsons and Sams and your mothers stories of nearly being molested by brothers and other members of the family...I went insane.I still despise them to this day and will never lower myself thinking I'm not the one good enough,ever again.If love ever comes mutually to me again,I will walk away from all that I have been.

I was there that morning you were born.Even though Richard was your father,I felt you belonged to me the first time we met.

I didn't know for sure,but felt you were Angela come back.She suicided Peyton,or so I was led to believe,confirmed from a friend of mine.I'm not saying that you are or were a replacement,I studied you all your life and looked for clues,but you're not her.
You're a beautiful soul all of your own.

And I don't mind being possessed by you.

You made my heart spin and glow.

It usually sits motionless or clothed in black auric energies.

You're one of the very few who changed that.

Even had a thing for a cop for a while cause she possessed similar

qualities in ways to you.I'm not really interested in her,she doesn't

have the feel I had for you and you for me there for a while.

No one can replace you for who you are.You are unique,but we

have met before this time.Hope next time,if there is one and

you feel the same,take me and travel the universe together.

No matter,love you and I miss you.

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PostSubject: Hope Sandoval / Mazzy Star - Blue Light   Tue Jun 18, 2013 3:28 am

No words need to be spoken.

No words of appreciation is enough.

Mazzy Starr

















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PostSubject: Sonic Youth - Sunday   Tue Jun 18, 2013 10:52 pm

I spose Billys number one girl,may have seemed slightly boyish.
I've been tossing around the idea for years,about the love for the androgyne.Extravagant,no,plain.Very plain
beauty,want to get hot with her....and you're licking an aromatized oil slick.No.

Do you get it.Beauty,no gimmicks.No make up,no tits.

Gorgeous.
It's not an overlap for Glam Rock bands of the seventies,cause as a seven year old,I felt strangely attracted to the long haired,glittered androgynes of the seventies,Bowie,Reed,Pop
Bolan,New York Dolls...well,They were trashy,as junkie transvestites would be,you just knew these guys would give you VD
which I already knew about.I was near outraged,the first time I seen "The Sex Pistols" scrawled on a toilet door,though it was a mens meeting place for perverts,like my mother told me to,not to use public toilets,cause the boogey man will get you...and rape you.
I wet my pants a few times than rather use them,once,being late and whipped within in an inch of my life...dads big Gaol Warden belt.Tiger striped welts,near and inch high,from ankle to neck...screaming...for mum to stop him.That week,when I couldn't move,cause of the welts,mum drove through Petersham station way,this is 1977...and they played Anarchy For The UK...and a few other tracks from Bollocks as a Punk Exploration of Violence and Culture in music...they were being derogative in their annoying conservative condemnation of the music scene,,mean while I'm kicking the dash of this Morris 1100 feet up the window upside down in the seat,without the seatbelts,"Mum,I just want to Kick some-ones head In".I did the Pogo without even knowing it,I went off.It was great.Then at night,close around this time,the song I searched for all my life,it was Iggy Pop,he had a horse-tail on,talking about "Johnny Yen Again",took me to fourteen to find it agin,from my uncle Rick as usual,Iggys "lust For Life",then he introduced me to the Stooges,thanks man,as an eighteen years kid,I met your neightbour too,the stage hand for the Iggy Williamson tours of 1973,mighty fine junky and enjoyed his stories.Thumbs up.

And when you do understand pharmaceutical grade Amphetamine and Heroin,slight mix of each other,is the ultimate mother fooking high of ever...so pure,the speed,disolved the heroin,turning it to liquid before...I water it down.The chemical dump down my nose and throat soon as I shot it....I'll never again,cause only death could beat the ultimate fuelled nirvana.Could'nt do it today,drop dead with heart overload.Just don't want to do any of it,just a weed smoke.It's a another demon to deal with and for a long time after you stop.But it was nice to see,how the brain reacts near certain substances.

It's not for everyone neither is the authors taste.








Hence,she blows my mind,in every direction.Down on knees and worship them as you should.Instant,no questions,
with enthusiasm,not even a breather XXXXXX XXXXX XXXXX.Standing up she is,crumples again and collapses.
Thankyou for being there.Pays being sort of shortish at times.


Excuse me on that one,smoking a cigarette,those visuals,you got to understand I love it.








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PostSubject: Taree Girls - The Ice Princess./Rolling Stones-Backstreet Girl   Wed Jun 19, 2013 9:46 am

It's always the way.Have'nt laid a finger on another woman since I moved here.
Never wanted too,to many issues with most of them.Can't deal with embarrassment from former relationships,or the issues that sprang from them.Hard to emotionally heal,cause being the small town,you run into them everyday just about.Hard to hide here.That's how they think,but not in such light terms.They don't even consider the psychological aspect.It's probably why they rarely talk.Just have power games with each other.What surprises me is the young people carrying on in abusive relationships and controlling each other within a few weeks,reminicent of failed psychotic marriages,or toxic relationships.

That's what happened to those young people I stayed with,when separated from my family.Even the kid I liked was the worst thing around,no different from the others.Their shit was starting to rub off,glad I'm away.
He's not long for this world,the hate will kill him,the body is ripping itself apart,injuries he shouldn't have and a drug dependence.Pity,they had talent,knew the strange aspects,concerned with the mysteries about us,should've pursued that path even more.But his psycho bitch put dents on the car,see what I mean,little children that can't say their problems,resort to stupid little things,she blew it for them,they're no longer considered in the pay-out.

So whilst single and floating about,I met quite a few women,some were set ups by the police,which I never ever fall for,like all the occultist lures thrown at me,man,the chick in the lemon dress wearing a black choker and glasses,they went overboard with the gimmicks there,it's what I like,chokers and specs.
She was nice...But poisonous,dangerous.
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The Taree Ice Princess.I never revealed her before.
She's the one no-one can get too.
She turns a cold side,but you can feel the furnace of her passions.
No one in town can do it for her.Never ever shows an interest,never ever opens up,I can't even get a glimpse if she has a ring on her finger,she hides that as well.
She let her hair out for the first time the other day,I couldn't hold back,had to remark as I was leaving,"Not so hard nosed with your hair out,you look nice",expecting a look of hate,like last time I attempted to melt the ice between us.She looked confounded,after trying to pretend she didn't hear my comment,she shook a little,looked down and seemed a little shocked and embarrassed.
A little glow from her aura....She melted.

I love her nose,she's so pointy,sharp,she could carve through iceburgs with it,but it suits her reserved and snobbish façade.

But she melted...she showed weakness,there's something I could do for her most won't.She's starting to become an obsession a real
challenge.Want to be her poor backstreet boy,for a little warmth in her life.









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PostSubject: Roxy Music - The Bob   Thu Jun 20, 2013 1:50 am

Billy Ruben wrote:
It's always the way.Have'nt laid a finger on another woman since I moved here.
Never wanted too,to many issues with most of them.Can't deal with embarrassment from former relationships,or the issues that sprang from them.Hard to emotionally heal,cause being the small town,you run into them everyday just about.Hard to hide here.That's how they think,but not in such light terms.They don't even consider the psychological aspect.It's probably why they rarely talk.Just have power games with each other.What surprises me is the young people carrying on in abusive relationships and controlling each other within a few weeks,reminicent of failed psychotic marriages,or toxic relationships.

That's what happened to those young people I stayed with,when separated from my family.Even the kid I liked was the worst thing around,no different from the others.Their shit was starting to rub off,glad I'm away.
He's not long for this world,the hate will kill him,the body is ripping itself apart,injuries he shouldn't have and a drug dependence.Pity,they had talent,knew the strange aspects,concerned with the mysteries about us,should've pursued that path even more.But his psycho bitch put dents on the car,see what I mean,little children that can't say their problems,resort to stupid little things,she blew it for them,they're no longer considered in the pay-out.

So whilst single and floating about,I met quite a few women,some were set ups by the police,which I never ever fall for,like all the occultist lures thrown at me,man,the chick in the lemon dress wearing a black choker and glasses,they went overboard with the gimmicks there,it's what I like,chokers and specs.
She was nice...But poisonous,dangerous.
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The Taree Ice Princess.I never revealed her before.
She's the one no-one can get too.
She turns a cold side,but you can feel the furnace of her passions.
No one in town can do it for her.Never ever shows an interest,never ever opens up,I can't even get a glimpse if she has a ring on her finger,she hides that as well.
She let her hair out for the first time the other day,I couldn't hold back,had to remark as I was leaving,"Not so hard nosed with your hair out,you look nice",expecting a look of hate,like last time I attempted to melt the ice between us.She looked confounded,after trying to pretend she didn't hear my comment,she shook a little,looked down and seemed a little shocked and embarrassed.
A little glow from her aura....She melted.

I love her nose,she's so pointy,sharp,she could carve through iceburgs with it,but it suits her reserved and snobbish façade.

But she melted...she showed weakness,there's something I could do for her most won't.She's starting to become an obsession a real
challenge.Want to be her poor backstreet boy,for a little warmth in her life.













Oh,she's Eastern Star for sure.You just can't buy that arrogance,you're born into it,propagandised to exalted levels by your parents ego,until,you're alone and nothing makes you happy anymore.
I'm losing what I have with a woman,widowed by unknown variables,groundwork has to be layed.That means forgoing the pleasures that certain substances do,clean up the act and amp out the charm and find something I've deserved all my life....and deprived by the meddlings of others,they without real love,to this day.They have their relationships where they dominate and the other becomes a shrivelled husk of the equation.

So settling for someone of low or easy pleased standard isn't the consideration.This one is a wild unbroken filly,hard to please and take the very best of presentation,charm,joviality and a lot of humbleness to thaw her heart,she'll be worth it to.Love and passion wouldn't be given lightly by her,no,no,no...it'll be some existential drama,her orgasms would wreak havoc like the aftermath of a hurricane touching down,her passions would resemble the decline of the west,armageddon with artillery firing as she rode you into her oblivion.The devastation of her release,as her fingernails rip into your flesh on your back,sinking her teeth into your neck she bites,pain and pleasure all in one,my dark hearted queen.

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PostSubject: Richard Hell & The Voidoids - Liars Beware    Thu Jun 20, 2013 2:08 am

Billy Ruben wrote:


....and deprived by the meddlings of others,they without real love,to this day.They have their relationships where they dominate and the other becomes a shrivelled husk of the equation.






Yeah,Billy's In Love.


And this time you keep your meddling out of it !!!!

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Liars Beware
[music Ivan Julian, appears on Sire/Warners: Blank Generation cd, 1990]

Look out liars and you highlife scum
who gotta keep your victims poor and dumb--
Your motives and your methods are not disguised
by your silk, soap, sex, or your smiling lies.

Look out here
you pompous jerk
Look out here
I go berserk

Well I guess you put me in my place
but I won't forget your stupid face

They gave you power cuz they knew your needs--
soprano boys get talent when you shoot your seeds.
Well you laugh to hear what your best friends say--
Old man they laugh when you walk away.

Look out chief
ridiculous creep
Look out thief
you'll lose your teeth

Well you got power, now there's competition
and your blind side's turned to the boys with a mission.

You were sixty-five when you wiggled out--
your mind all twisted and your mom all shout.
I'm a man with his share of excess nice
but it can't be spared for drooling lice.

Look out jerk
you ancient slut
I can't endure
Your smirking smut

Well life is short so don't even try
to bother waving as we pass you by.


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PostSubject: Pere Ubu - Heart Of Darkness   Wed Jun 26, 2013 2:19 pm

Don't think this is an exploration of selfishness,my partner is dying and she sits here with me as I write,she knows everything about my feelings for a niece,a local police woman as well.
And I'll never have a chance with either of them,particulary,Ann the Cop.Even if we did end up a couple,would I want to pressure her in position of employ,going by the acidic relationship I have towards the NSW Police and Government.No,rare are good cops,she might lack a few stripes where she can lead the team,but sure hope she gets there,people like her,should be at the top,there is a matriarchal care that goes with her,shows it or not.
She'd be a good liason between the community and the Force,after a little more knowledge...experience.

Psychological generalizations is their trainings fault.If I ran things,it'd be more of a social service,but drugs would be legalized too.It's be a totally different community

I had three choices,years ago,before the drugs and one was to be a cop.
Would've been good too,but,knowing we're at the point where civilization has its cyclic decline,the snake eating its tail,Masonic constructs are doomed to fail,it's the nature of its beast.

So,some women,like the girl from the intelligently funny T-shirts advert is
spoken of in explicit sexual terms,be flattered,because I never do and never would usually.To turn me on at the drop of a hat,it's not easy to do,I sneer at the good looking barbies who come to me with their brainless drawl and big boobs.Also,I kind of feel embarrassed that someone would make me have desires and question whether I'm cheapening them if appreciated that way,those little esoteric currents that want to persuade one to become platonic in life,or even as Eunuch,chop it off,so no desires can persuade you.Spose pleasing women orally always seemed more necessary than the self,mostly.Oh,I remembered why I forgoe that spiritual extreme.

I like someone who tantalizes the mind.Just don't smother her with adoration when it happens,I'd be so thankful.

My niece used to get my mind off,to the point I was just so happy to see her.
She didn't have to do anything but just be.
I wish I wasn't so divided and damaged trying to solve a filthy secret and clouded by my own desires for company.Richard was a good manipulator,but I never had to buy my kids off for a hug,with chocolate biscuits.

Cause they loved me...and not fear me coupled with an angry God.

Sam has been my constant and loyal companion for over 23 years and she may have betrayed me and lied last year,but it was a moment of madness
influenced by a terminal condition.The brain starved of nutrients,I thought she had a tumour,so adverse to herself she become and to me,the closest becomes the target in these episodes,just emotionally involved,you become focused on your own pain and not the root cause.Serve a bit of time in gaol for perjured statements and then she gets treatment,oh,I'm all good again,sorry about what happened,whoops.The law has a loop-hole to exploit and make...ultra dollars.

So,with law suit and settlement,nice couple of Mill...it would be easier to meet a mail order bride from Thailand,who can cook traditional and accustomed to traditional Kama Sutra,or,blow $100,000's with hit and miss affairs,bad investment,or meet another friend I can trust....the loooong shot,that's for sure.Sam agreed,should'nt sit around depressed,after what happened,don't get better,hated what happened and the result,she was the best mother,Mother Duck.


But the experiences we had together,the mysteries we witnessed,the truth we had to face.

No one will ever be able to replace her or mean as much.

I'm settling for a normal life soon,not one steeped in mystery,conspiracy and the dark hearts we all have and rarely confront about ourselves.We did,
we were real,not "In Love" like teenagers,although that's a nice feeling,it was a mature companionship,she as well as I knew,something otherworldly,
has her claim on my heart,she owns me,my niece at the time,was very close
to this other...that has always been with me.Let's just say,everything becomes irrelevant when we get back together,this life,is just a short video game.





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PostSubject: Re: Dark Haired Beauties - Billys Favourite Girls   Tue Jul 09, 2013 4:20 am

Very rusty,but then again,never really had a technique or an agenda to pick up women.I like that surprise and awkward unguarded moment.The ice thawed completely with Kylie yesterday,she's a hot little Aboriginal medical receptionist.We were friends years ago,but trouble in her own life I'd estimate,made her cold and distant.She also got the wrong idea about me.

I apologized for making her leave her seat to take the receipt from the printer.There's a new older receptionist to fill the void Tegan left.Friendly girl,but a victim of the battered wife syndrome.Kylie remarks that it's good for them to get off their backsides now and then.I couldn't help it,I just had to remark.Her sculptured bum doesn't need shaping,mentioning that years ago,Kylie was the target and receiver of all my romantic affections and fantasies,until the niece enslaved me,with her adventurous spirit,really wish she hadn't done that,caused so much upheaval,she was
important to me,not as trivial as she perceived herself to me.If I could explain myself and heal the pain caused by the lies,that would be nice.

But I stopped noticing Kylie like that after I met her and the husband at the Dental Clinic,was'nt afraid,but heavily embarrassed.She wasn't a bitch about it,but had that conceited smile.I felt quite small compared to this warrior caste build.Very small.Might be considered the witch doctor of the tribe by some,but the husband,he's pretty awesome in countenance.I made a habit of ensuring they have no rings on fingers,maybe Kylie removed them at times for ease of typing,alot of people do in the workplace.But it does make affairs at the office so much easier in a corporation.No guilt.

Hot intimate casual sex isn't one of conquest,point scoring or a desire to cause pain and revenge on another.It's the hotness of the moment and all considerations are thrown to the wind just to please each other.Soon as power games are employed,any lies,complete turn off.

I don't lie.Very frank about ones position if asked.But don't always reveal what one feels.And that's when a womans imagination kicks in coupled with any self identity issues making for a very grotesque mutated monster of the truth,usually getting your arse kicked,for no reason at all,but a fertile imagination,or charges of stalking or rape of some sort,when you kind of avoid and ignore her,due to the false but harsh allegations that made the necessity for you to do so.
The mistake is usually on her behalf,but I pay dearly for it.They want that continued energy worship from me.Don't want to be shared around with many lovers,it leaves one unfocused,ungrounded always in the air.That large part you lend away of yourself,that void is filled either with their positive thoughts,devious desires or their dark concealed secret,the spirit crimes one does all to hide away,even from themselves.

So I went into description about my feelings for Kylie all those years ago.Like that other woman I'm attracted too,Kylie is hard to crack,a real woman,wife and mother to any children you may have to her.Strong,opinionated,independant,attitude,not for weak spirits,like her.
Her failings,rumour mongering and spitefulness.If she does'nt like you,you'll know about it.

After being honest and gushing in my appraisal of her,the cheeks reddened,she got embarrassed and looked up,all open eyed,no defenses
about her,she was completely vulnerable,she was touched,thrilled by the moment,to see her lighten up,like a big weight shifted off her.

I've been feeling positive thoughts from her ever since.Nice to see the compliment taken properly for once and that it had positive affect on her.
Made it plain there is no chance,respect her marriage,not my desires.And she does trigger them.


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PostSubject: PJ Harvey....   Thu Jul 18, 2013 7:49 pm




Well,yeah,when it came to bands,I did go off English and flow with Australian and American acts.But the women from England,never faulted in their genres,unlike their male counterparts.

A lot of people referred to Patti Smith as the queen of punk,PJ Harvey blows her out of the water.In every facet,in voice,lyrical content and delivery,sexual appeal,most definitely,Nick Cave was her man for a while,unusual to see two people I thought matched perfectly,especially in style,two lonely vampires having a dark romance.



















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PostSubject: The first thread to catch my eye   Mon Aug 12, 2013 11:39 pm

hehe. PJ Harvey is deffo the sex goddess of alt-rock.

I don't limit myself to brunettes but they're certainly included.

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PostSubject: Re: Dark Haired Beauties - Billys Favourite Girls   Tue Aug 13, 2013 12:58 am

Ciggy wrote:
hehe.  PJ Harvey is deffo the sex goddess of alt-rock.

I don't limit myself to brunettes but they're certainly included.

farao 

Don't get me wrong,I like the other two natural shades,just Brunettes are safer for me.

They're usually angelic/librarian/sultry looking,dark haired lasses.

Afraid I can't help it,but love my blondes Reptilian

and Redheads as satanic witches without souls.

Bad influences,first girlfriend,I was 5,Kerrianne B,kissed her under the box-trailer.

First one ever.Beautiful and very serpentine...lovely.God I was a young Cassanova,everyday,behind the pine tree,two

timing with this Austrian chick,Geraldine P,her mother watched everyday and laughed.In her black Mercedes...ahhh shit.

Should've stuck with the Austrian. Twisted Evil   


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